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145.6
I guess that’s going in the right direction!
Today marks day one of my plan to diet and exercise for 30 consecutive days.
Yesterday I looked in the mirror and almost cried. I’ve been aware that I can’t fit into jeans that I wore last year at this time but I guess the fact that I’m getting fat just snuck up on me. I’ve decided to do something about it. For the next 30 days I’m going to do my best to diet and exercise and see just how much weight/pant sizes I can lose. Wish me luck, as I suck at this.
Today’s starting weight 146.7 lb
Jean size 11
Ps. If you are going to judge my weight updates, stop following my blog. I don’t need anything bringing me down.
I’m terrified that this is my last semester of college. I’m very unprepared for the future and this is something I’ve become very aware of. I have no idea what I’m supposed to be doing with my life and this scares me.
Today I got bored, went to target, and bought really expensive makeup. Yeah, it was unnecessary, but I did it. Sometimes I feel like I have to buy things when I’m depressed. Another way you can tell that I’m not feeling my best.. I will curl my hair. Makes me feel prettier I guess.
Something else on my mind: I hate when people push my boundaries. I’m a very shy/reserved person. I do not want to go hang out with people I don’t know and I don’t like when people are surprised by this fact. It’s how I’ve always been. I’m probably not changing in the near future. Why do you have to make me feel bad about it? I know that I’m probably preventing myself from meeting some great people, but honestly I’m just not too fucking concerned about it. Leave me alone.
I had a minor meltdown today after realizing that there are several things that need to be accomplished before school starts in 25 days. Only a few of the tasks are school related, but with this being my last semester, I guess I just panicked. Hopefully now that my list is made, I will find the motivation to get a few of the items checked off each day and life will continue on.
But seriously, being an adult is lame. I wish I were still 3 when all I cared about were my imaginary friends, getting new earrings, and hoping to have mac and cheese for dinner.
Celebrate Mistakes - Number One Gun #nowplaying
Worst. Headache. Ever. I hate taking meds but tonight it is necessary.

I just had to reblog this. It’s so great :)
I designed this a few months ago for no real purpose besides loving Helvetica.
Submitted by chrissiegle.
I haven’t updated in forever so I thought I’d start by sharing a really lovely picture of myself… haha. At least my orchid in the background is pretty! Stacie gave it to me for my birthday and I absolutely love it.
There is not a whole lot going on in my world at this point. Just trying to find the motivation to do a design job that I’m not too stoked on. I wish that things like motivation and the desire to any sort of design work came naturally to me. Instead I always feel like it’s a chore. I just need to find something that I’m actually interested in.
I’ve been thinking about starting a pro-music campaign and already have one other talented soul involved. Hopefully there will be some sweet collaboration and if nothing else, a few portfolio pieces. I’ll keep you posted. And by you, I probably mean nobody because who really reads my blog?
Cheers!